Well Wendy it has been over 5 months since we lost you, we have had Christmas but I just not the same without you and your special 'magic' touch! My heart feels so heavy most of the time, I wish you were still here for us to chat together and to laugh and share our thoughts and feelings. I are nwish we had somewhere to visit to I always thought visiting a headstone was a bit grim but now I understand why people do. I am hoping that you are with all of us who love you so much, watching over over us and guiding us. Things have been really hard between parts of them family, and all I want is some peace to fall upon this problem and for us to move on. I know you really wouldnt want us all falling out. However I am sorry that there is one person I can not 'make-up' with. I am sorry forthat but I think in a similiar situation you would feel the same. I am here for Beckab, she knows that. And she remains my priority now you are gone. Sam says you helped her find something the other day! Very good, I was impressed. Wendy I miss you so very very much, I will love you always, with all my heart. God bless my angel, keep close to us. Bye for now my lovely sister. Becks xxxxxxxxx