Wendy, 3 long years...I miss everything about you. your laugh your smile, your smell! We will be together again...in the future! But for now I just miss you.. All my love sis, Becks xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well Wendy it has been over 5 months since we lost you, we have had Christmas but I just not the same without you and your special 'magic' touch! My heart feels so heavy most of the time, I wish you were still here for us to chat together and to laugh and share our thoughts and feelings. I are nwish we had somewhere to visit to I always thought visiting a headstone was a bit grim but now I understand why people do. I am hoping that you are with all of us who love you so much, watching over over us and guiding us. Things have been really hard between parts of them family, and all I want is some peace to fall upon this problem and for us to move on. I know you really wouldnt want us all falling out. However I am sorry that there is one person I can not 'make-up' with. I am sorry forthat but I think in a similiar situation you would feel the same. I am here for Beckab, she knows that. And she remains my priority now you are gone. Sam says you helped her find something the other day! Very good, I was impressed. Wendy I miss you so very very much, I will love you always, with all my heart. God bless my angel, keep close to us. Bye for now my lovely sister. Becks xxxxxxxxx

wend thinking of you all the time, have put some 'smiley' photos in a frame. missing your smiley face, and your voice. still for a second think of ringing you when I have something I want to share! But of course I cant. I dont want to answer the phone cause I know it will never be you again! The boys are missing there Aunty Wend too, they have your photos in their bedrooms, from Disney when we had such a good laugh - I have our Special Daughters picture in the kitchen....god how we laughed. Special memories Wend that no matter what happens in my life no one can take away from me - ever!! I hope you are meeting some old friends and family uo there...I look up to sky at night, and I hope you are watching us..being my Angel. Life is still so empty without you, will it ever get any better? I miss you and would give anything to spend even one minute with you, to give you a hug and kiss and tell you how much I love you. I just hope you knew how much! This week is feeling really hard... I think Beckab is striggling too. But I find it hard to comfort her...what words can help?? I dont know. I wish you were here now. I know you are now free and not suffering from the dreadful disease and pain, and so that is good for you. It is just so hard everyday for us left behind. I wonder who you have 'bumped into' up there. Hopefully Grandma M. Lewis, cause he would be making you laugh. It is less than three months since you left us, but it seems like an eternity. I am scared that I will forget your voice and your laugh. Sometimes it is hard to remember them. And other times it just springs into my head. My big sister, my friend and hoping now my Guardian Angel. I love you. Becky.